Alyssa's ramblings...

The waiting game.

Sometimes it seems so unattainable and so far away, but right now it feels like I’m almost there. Yes or no? It’ll all become clear very soon, but until then I’ll just have to wait in unbearable silence. My mind is playing tennis with itself – back and forth, back and forth – one moment the answer is obvious, the next moment doubt takes over. This game has been going ever since the possibility arose, with no outcome… Yet. Soon, very soon. Just wait.

Yes, the waiting game is annoying. Yes, I am very, extremely impatient. But it’s OK, because I can handle it, whatever the outcome. If it’s no, there will be plenty more opportunities anyway. If it’s yes, that’s awesome, but not the ‘be all and end all’ of my life.

Cool. :o) God is awesome.

posted by Alyssa @ 10:25 AM